February 2010
big city
i’ve taken to wandering around by myself……. taking the train by myself, walking around downtown by myself, doing things by myself. i guess it gives me time to think. this city seems small to me when i’m constantly surrounded by my friends and all the same people that i know, and it’s like, how can a city so big seem so small? when i’m by myself it isn’t small. and no one rushes me and i can do what i want and actually see my surroundings.
i dunno. the smallness is both a reason to stay and a reason to leave. one’s gonna have to outweigh the other.
January 2010
“Hey, I’m Hayley Vandenbranden and its izzy’s birthday so my night is gonna be a piece of shit. Fuck linnea. And kristie? don’t EVEN get me STARTED. I hate everyone I’m just really good at hiding it. I only love my dogs. I’m gonna go play some wii. Alone.”
—Tegan Alspaugh
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