i mean really there are maybe two people who can talk any sense into me. one is my dad and the other is missing in action
people who think they’re like ghetto or call themselves “trappers” or something like no you live in ravenswood stop
fucking up. i ruin every opportunity i have. i don’t know what i want from anything or anybody. i don’t know what anyone wants from me. i don’t know how to give it to them. i’m bitter about a lot of things. i dont want to work on something and then have it be a waste. i don’t want to do something just because someone told me i should. but i don’t know what else to do. my friends have mostly abandoned me when all i want is for them to tell me it’s okay. i don’t really like my job but i don’t like not having money more i guess. i don’t want to think about anything anymore. but i don’t want to be alone.
what i hate the most about “social media” platforms is the unsolicited expressing of “opinions” or random rudeness disguised as an opinion. what i mean is when someone posts something, and someone else responds and says something rude and then is all “well i was just stating my opinion.” like no, you’re not entitled to insult people or express your uninformed and insignificant opinions and i use that term loosely.
i’m not saying everyone should be nice all the time, i’m just saying people think that facebook gives them the right to be just plain rude and say things they wouldn’t say out loud because it’s rude andno one asked. but on facebook, it’s “stating an opinion.”
like you wouldn’t just say to a random person on the street, or even an acquaintance, “hey i really hate your outfit today. just stating my opinion!”
deactivated my facebook again because i can’t look at how stupid people are and i barely use it anymore. i’ll be back of course, but for now it’s just unnecessary and annoying.
now that rose is out for the rest of the season I’m convinced that nothing good will happen for any of my sports teams ever
do midwest people know what a palm tree is
i’ve never seen one in real life lol except the ones they sometimes have at oak street beach… but i think those might not even be real…..